toughest sem yet...

well exams is over it seems...
the sem of where everything is hard to study...
barely survive...
sickly sick right before exams...then tough papers killed morale...

one thing i decided...i shall not be so bothered by what others do...
i shall enjoy myself...if dats wat it takes to live a happy life...

jus realised...most of my guys frds...are bloody pussy whipped...

cant drink cant do dis cant do dat...

only when the girl is ard lah...kaoz...

oh well lying thru your teeth works...

everyone likes to be lied to...

they even lie to themselves... quit dis quit dat...

if u quit..u wun keep taking from others...

and taking from pple when u are very well afford it yrself...

kaoz..

if u can quit u would have 1 yr ago...

life is hard enuff without being a person that you are totally not...

watever float your boat...

abandon long time frds

hahaha

hopefully its all good...

dat all i will say....

realised i became very jaded on many many things...

love and relationship doesnt seem possible...

its packed with lies and deceptions till a point where it defeats the purpose

work and life...it doesnt matter how hard you worked...results is all dat matters..

when u fucked up...everyone knows...when u do well...its expected

you can be nice and all...but end of the day...you will suffer alone...

anyway...my attitude is getting worse by the day to frds when they are trying not be themselves...

and to you...maybe it doesnt matter to you...but sorry i said some direct and things dat doesnt sound nice...

but you did show me the world is cruel...

For I Only Notice -->you